The air is flowing mild,
The openness is screaming to me,
My thoughts are lying deep down so wild
Beneath the fear of losing…
Before trying
I know,
She is mine,
But what about her?
Does she think the same for me?
There is where my fear lies
In the empty skies.
Will she understand my feelings for her?
Will she recognize me as her partner?
For all my time on Earth,
For life and death!
Ohh…!!!
I’m thinking ahead
Before she has agreed,
I’ afraid
Extremely………
I want her,
Indeed
I need her…
She brings the sparkle of stars,
In my eyes,
With her beautiful vision.
She brings the happiness of love,
In my heart,
With her exuberant smile.
She brings the contentment of flowers,
In my soul,
With her simple endeavor.
She brings the vastness of oceans,
In my life,
With her kind effusion.
She is all,
Everything I search for,
Everything I live for.
She is the one,
Everything I survive for,
Everything I wonder for.
My life breathes for her
In the eternal bliss
Of her charm
Of her love
That I’ll die for
Her presence is everywhere,
But still,
Why?
Why do I fear to be nowhere?
Why do I feel to die alone?
For once I felt & still feel
To die in her arms
For my death will be more salvaging.
I will be eternalized.
My thoughts run away then,
They cry in the dust of refusal
The fear keeps creeping in my mind…
Stability I’m unable to find…
Will I be accepted?
Or else, be neglected?
I think of her,
Try to think with
Positivity
But in the end,
All I get back is
Negativity
It’s painful in silence,
Moreover, it’s demoralizing.
My losing self-confidence
I know, I’m realizing.
I feel,
I’m breathing in air of
Degrading individuality.
I know,
I’m confused…
What should I do?
Nothing is helping me to
Understand the reality!
The empty skies
The mild wind
Things are slow,
And so are my thoughts.
I ponder at the atmosphere
For a while…
My vision beholds the beauty
Over a mile…
I wonder at the movement
In everything,
I reassure my underestimated
Understanding.
Thus I try to console myself…
I tell my
Conscience,
I talk to my
Sub-conscious mind…
It makes me fresh,
I’m gaining confidence.
A smile breaks
Through the barriers
Of confused anticipation.
My dreams are in process
Of real assimilation.
What’s wrong to go & tell the truth?
I like her,
Indeed I love her
If my love is true
Feelings true
Intentions true
My thoughts (for her) true…
Then come what may
Nothing can stop me
From being with her,
Of her,
Eternally,
And she will be with me.
The empty skies
Will no longer be empty…
The wind will flow
With sensuous velocity…
I hope,
I believe,
Things must change,
And will change!
